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ruled that each Sister must make her own moral decisions. Never follow a leader
without asking your own questions. That was why moral conditioning of the young
took such high priority.
That is why we like to get our prospective Sisters so young. And it may be why
a moral flaw has crept into Sheeana. We got her too late. What do she and
Duncan talk about so secretly with their hands?
"Moral decisions are always easy to recognize," Odrade said. "They are where
you abandon self-interest."
Streggi looked at Odrade with awe. "The courage it must take!"
"Not courage! Not even desperation. What we do is, in its most basic sense,
natural. Things done because there is no other choice."
"Sometimes you make me feel ignorant, Mother Superior."
"Excellent! That's beginning wisdom. There are many kinds of ignorance,
Streggi. The basest is to follow your own desires without examining them.
Sometimes, we do it unconsciously. Hone your sensitivity. Be aware of what you
do unconsciously. Always ask: 'When I did that, what was I trying to gain?' "
They crested the final hill before Eldio and Odrade welcomed a reflexive moment.
Someone behind her murmured, "There's the sea."
"Stop here," Odrade ordered as they neared a wide turnout at a curve overlooking
the sea. Clairby knew the place and was prepared for it. Odrade often asked
him to stop here. He brought them to a halt where she wanted. The car creaked
as it settled. They heard the bus pull up behind, a loud voice back there
calling on companions to "Look at that!"
Eldio lay off to Odrade's left far down there: delicate buildings, some raised
off the ground on slender pipes, wind passing under and through them. This was
far enough south and down off the heights where Central perched that it was much
warmer. Small vertical-axis windmills, toys from this distance, whirled at the
corners of Eldio's buildings to help power the community. Odrade pointed them
out to Streggi.
"We thought of them as independence from bondage to a complex technology
controlled by others."
As she spoke, Odrade shifted her attention to the right. The sea! It was a
dreadfully condensed remnant of its once glorious expanse. Sea Child hated what
she saw.
Warm vapor lifted from the sea. The dim purple of dry hills drew a blurred
outline of horizon on the far side of the water. She saw that Weather had
introduced a wind to disperse saturated air. The result was a choppy froth of
waves beating against the shingle below this vantage.
There had been a string of fishing villages here, Odrade recalled. Now that the
sea had receded, villages lay farther back up the slope. Once, the villages had
been a colorful accent along the shore. Much of their population had been
siphoned off in the new Scattering. People who remained had built a tram to get
their boats to and from the water.
She approved of this and deplored it. Energy conservation. The whole situation
struck her suddenly as grim -- like one of those Old Empire geriatric
installations where people waited around to die.
How long until these places die?
"The sea is so small!" It was a voice from the rear of the car. Odrade
recognized it. An Archives clerk. One of Bell's damned spies.
Leaning forward, Odrade tapped Clairby on the shoulder. "Take us down to the
near shore, that cove almost directly below us. I wish to swim in our sea,
Clairby, while it still exists."
Streggi and two other acolytes joined her in the warm waters of the cove. The
others walked along the shore or watched this odd scene from the car and bus.
Mother Superior swimming nude in the sea!
Odrade felt energizing water around her. Swimming was required because of
command decisions she must make.
How much of this last great sea could they afford to maintain during these final
days of their planet's temperate life? The desert was coming -- total desert to
match that of lost Dune. If the axe-bearer gives us time. The threat felt very
close and the chasm deep. Damn this wild talent! Why do I have to know?
Slowly, Sea Child and wave motions restored her sense of balance. This body of
water was a major complication -- much more important than scattered small seas
and lakes. Moisture lifted from here in significant amounts. Energy to charge
unwanted deviations in Weather's barely controlled management. Yet, this sea
still fed Chapterhouse. It was a communication and transport route. Sea
carriers were cheapest. Energy costs must be balanced against other elements in
her decision. But the sea would vanish. That was sure. Whole populations
faced new displacements.
Sea Child's memories interfered. Nostalgia. It blocked paths of proper
judgment. How fast must the sea go? That was the question. All of the
inevitable relocations and resettlements waited on that decision.
Best it were done quickly. The pain banished into our past. Let us get on with
it!
She swam to the shallows and looked up at a puzzled Tamalane. Tam's robed
skirts were dark with splashings from an unexpected wave. Odrade lifted her
head clear of the small surges.
"Tam! Eliminate the sea as fast as possible. Get Weather to plot a swift
dehydration scheme. Food and Transport will have to be brought into it. I'll
approve the final plan after our usual review."
Tamalane turned away without speaking. She beckoned appropriate Sisters to
accompany her, glancing only once at Mother Superior as she did this. See! I
was right to bring along the necessary cadre!
Odrade climbed from the water. Wet sand gritted under her feet. Soon, it will
be dry sand. She dressed without bothering to towel herself. Clothing gripped
her flesh uncomfortably but she ignored this, walking up the strand away from
the others, not looking back at the sea.
Souvenirs of memory must be only that. Things to be taken up and fondled
occasionally for evocation of past joys. No joy can be permanent. All is
transient. "This, too, shall pass away" applies to all of our living universe.
Where the beach became loamy dirt and a few sparse plants, she turned finally
and looked back at the sea she had just condemned.
Only life itself mattered, she told herself. And life could not endure without
an ongoing thrust of procreation.
Survival. Our children must survive. The Bene Gesserit must survive!
No single child was more important than the totality. She accepted this,
recognizing it as the species talking to her from her deepest self, the self she
had first encountered as Sea Child.
Odrade allowed Sea Child one last sniff of salt air as they returned to their
vehicles and prepared to drive into Eldio. She felt herself grow calm. That
essential balance, once learned, did not require a sea to maintain it.
Uproot your questions from their ground and the dangling roots will be seen.
More questions!
-Mentat Zensufi
Dama was in her element.
Spider Queen!
She liked the witches' title for her. This was the heart of her web, this new
control center on junction. The exterior of the building still did not suit
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